FLASHBACKS.
By Susan Vaughan Shumake
September 15, 2017
September 24, 2024
FLASHBACKS of things remembered
Finally I’m in the fields
No more Life after this Day
Hot Flash to things revealed
Crashed beyond all comprehension
Concussion is now my closest friend
Nothing is left remembered
Brain fog becomes my end
Swallowed up inside this Trauma
Memories are all concealed
Fading life into the Darkness
Blackness covering what is real
Headache spinning, endless reeling
Sound and Light my enemies
Retraining my brain to balance
Helpless healing without Your Peace
Blinded by an invisible Battle
Bearing the burden of the Broken once again
Stuck inside this place of sorrow
Waiting to be rescued by My King
There are no words for this place of Pain
Another season of Long-suffering
Confusion locked inside my brain
Trapped by my Spiritual Enemy
Boundless waves of Emotion
Recorded and responding in my flesh
Tears of transformation within my body
Performing Sin patterns reflecting Death
All the Truth of what I am Teaching
Manifesting itself within my Pain
Breathing LIFE into the Broken!
PROOF of God being Glorified, Again!
FIRST to face the Darkness of a Diagnosis!
I had to SEE before I was set FREE
Raging symptoms, raging Battle in my Mind
A Spiritual Battle against all Unbelief
No Weapon formed against me Shall Prosper!
I Have The Mind of Christ!
Believing for MY MIRACLE!
Declaring VICTORY and Speaking LIFE!
Learning how to TAKE my Miracle!
Learning how to Believe and RECEIVE!
Finding FAITH in those around me!
Getting Prayed for by WARRIORS who BELIEVE!
Thank You Father, for FAITH filled Daughters!
Those who Drove me where You needed me to Be!
Thank You for making me Desperate in my Darkness!
To cling to YOUR LIFE to SET ME FREE!
God, Thank You for the Mercies of Your MIRACLES!
For Saving my Life with your Healing Hand!
For Breathing Your LIFE into the Broken!
For Raising me up to be The Beautiful, again!
God changed my genetic Code with A MIRACLE!
A Genetic Disease of Huntington’s, An Anomaly!
The HEALING HEART OF HEAVEN is for all of us!
I BELIEVED! AND GOD HEALED AND SET ME FREE!
Portrait by VANESSA HORABUENNA
