THE BROKENNESS: Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual CONDITION
Bearing the Burden of The Broken
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Days turn to Weeks, and Weeks turn to Months, and as I bear weight for the first time on my Broken Leg, I realize that all that was there is gone. The strength I had is lost.
My foundation of stability has been shattered. The muscles that give me the ability to walk, the ability of mobility, have left the building, lying in a bed of immobility. I am bearing the burden of the Broken.
Living Broken breads Barrenness. Living Broken breads Brokenness.
Living Broken breads Breathlessness. Living Broken breads Restlessness.
Everyone bearing the weight of my Burden, bearing the weight of my Brokenness, bearing the weight of me, unable to bear my own weight, is weighing heavily as a Burden. Bearing the Burden of the Broken, Is weighing heavily as a Burden, on those who are bearing the weight, I cannot bear on my own, I cannot bear alone.
It becomes Unbearable. It becomes a Burden. I become a Burden.
The weight I bear on this Broken leg is unbearable. Bearing the weight to Walk is unbearable. But bearing the weight, is the only way to Build.
Bearing the weight is the only way to build Bone, to build Muscle, to build Strength. Bearing the burden of the Broken, is the only way to Build the Body.
Bearing the burden of the Broken, is the only way to Build the Body of Christ.
BEARING THE BURDEN OF THE BROKEN Episode 10
THE BROKENNESS - Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual CONDITION
My Beautiful Believer, as a Broken body of Believers, we are all Bearing the burden of the Broken. We are Suffering the Sins of our Fathers. We are listening to the lies we are living in. We are Weary and Wounded Warriors. We are Spiritually Sick Soldiers. We are Physically Broken Believers. We are unable to bear the burden of the Broken in the Body of Christ around us, because we are The BROKEN.
What Burden are you bearing? The shame of a Mother’s Scorn? The Depression of a desperate place? The Unloveliness of your loneliness? The Rejection of your reality? The Bitterness of your bondage? The Sorrow of suffering Sickness? The Disappointment of another Diagnosis? The Anger of your Abuse? The Grief of your greatest loss? The Rebellion of your Restitution?
We cannot see The Beautiful, because we are blinded by our Brokenness. We cannot see GOD through our GRIEF. We harbor HATRED in our Hearts. We hold onto UNFORGIVENESS and we BECOME The Broken. We become The BITTER. Our Hurts are never Healed. Our Hearts are never Healed.
We have BECOME The BROKEN, and we LIVE the LIE, and Believe it. NOW, we are the BROKENNESS we BELIEVE. We are the BROKENNESS we BREATHE. And we are Spiritually Bearing the burden of The Broken, before us.
We Become the Shame of our Mother’s scorn, and now we are The scorning Mother Shaming our children. We Become The Depression. We Become The Unloving. We Become The Rejection. We Become The Bitter. The Sorrowful. The Angry. The Grief Stricken. The Rebellious. The Hater.
We BECOME the SIN that has come against us. We become ONE with that SIN and we BELIEVE it. We are now BEARING THE BURDEN OF THE BROKEN. We are Spiritually Reaping the Fruit of the seeds that have been sown into our own Hearts. The seeds of Dis-cord, the seeds of Dis-trust, the seeds of Dis-harmony, the seeds of Dis-ease. The seeds of Spiritual Death.
Can you SEE? Look and SEE the SEEDS. The SEEDS of Unrighteousness. The SEEDS of Sin. The SEEDS of The Curse. Genesis 3:15
15 And I will put enmity Between you and the woman, And between your seed and her Seed; He shall bruise your head, And you shall bruise His heel.”
We have BECOME the same SIN that came against us. We have become the Fruit of the Spiritual SEED, Satan has sown into our heart, over, and over, again. We have Believed it. We have Agreed with it. We have become ONE with it in our Heart.
We have believed we are HATED. We have believed we are REJECTED. We have believed we are ABANDONED. We have believed we are NOT LOVED BY GOD. We have believed we are going to DIE IN THIS DISEASE. We Believe it, and agree with it, and it has Power over us, to perform our very words. Satan’s very words. We are obeying the Law of Sin, and we are Spiritually reaping the Fruit, thereof.
We Hated the Hater and now we ARE the Hater. We were Sexually molested as a child, and now we are driven sexually, toward the same SIN. We were Rejected by a parent, and now we reject our own children. We had a parent with Depression, and now Depression is our greatest threat.
The Rage your Father had, you now can call your own. The Fear, Anxiety, or Panic of your parent is presenting itself under pressure. The Breast Cancer of your Mother and Aunt, you now have been diagnosed with. The Disease in your Family Trees is now causing you to choose not to bear children of your own, or to Genetically alter your embryos. We are Bearing the Burden of The Broken.
In this place of Brokenness, we are reaping the Spiritual Consequences of those who have come before us. We are Bearing their Burden of Sin, Disobedience and Death, in our own Physical bodies, as manifestations of Psychological and Biological Disease. We have not seen the Truth of the INVISIBLE seed of SIN we have been sowing. But, we HAVE seen the Truth of the VISIBLE manifestation of the Physical Fruit we are bearing.
These have been passed down Spiritually and Genetically from our parents to us, from us to our children, and from Generation to Generation, through our Family Trees.
Lost in the Confusion.
Lost in the confusion Crushed by our delusion We suffer and lose sight of who You are
In desperate destitution We come to the conclusion That You aren’t really who You say You are
God of our redemption Without Your intervention You challenge every hope and every dream
Endless persecution Without retribution How can it be You do not intervene?
Hopeless desperation We challenge Your creation Letting go of all we once Believed
Knowing Your Salvation We look to other nations To salv our open wounds so they won’t bleed
Endless condemnation Angry altercation We fight with Your almighty Sovereign plan
Lost in our depression We lose our comprehension That in this futile Battle we can’t stand
Suffering rejection Needing true confession We finally succumb to all our grief
Desperate submission Leading to contrition We blatantly confess our disbelief
Sovereign intervention Spirit confrontation With anger gone Your Love can free our soul
Final absolution No more destitution We find a place of rest and we are Whole.
Believe the Beautiful!
About Susan Vaughan Shumake
Counselor / Bible Teacher, My Beautiful Believer, LLC.
Trenton, TX USA
Susan Vaughan Shumake is Owner/Counselor/Survivor/Inspirational Writer/Teacher/Speaker @ at My Beautiful Believer, LLC, Breathing LIFE into the Broken. She Ministers the Healing Heart of Heaven to the Broken Heart, to the Broken Body, and to the Spiritually Broken Body of Christ. She Teaches Biblical Principles of Healing, Spiritual Roots to Disease and Spiritual Issues of the Heart. She teaches HEALING through a Process of the Sanctification of the Heart. Susan shares her Personal, Intimate and MIRACULOUS HEALING Testimony as a Survivor of Abuse, of Cancer, of a Traumatic Brain Injury with a Diagnosis of Huntington's Disease, and of a Broken Femur from an accident.
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