7. THE BROKENNESS DEFINED – THE BROKENNESS: Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual POSITION

THE BROKENNESS DEFINED Episode 7

THE BROKENNESS: Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual POSITION


Living Broken for Your Throne

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Who is it I’m supposed to be?
Reckless emotions mess with me
Plans I planned are all of naught
Nothing happened as I thought
Stripped out from beneath my feet
Hollowed bones need now to treat
Trampled, tripped up by my own
Whirling, crashing in my home
In an instant rush of pain
Living Broken once again
Your Beauty broken in a day.
Was I headed the wrong way?
Was I not supposed to teach?
Who am I supposed to reach?
Was I to sit and not to stand?
Apparently this is Your Hand.
Shamed within this Brokenness.
Brought back to my helplessness.
New scars now mark this fragile frame.
Sunken muscles. Almost lame.
Lost direction. Lost my voice.
Lost my witness. Lost my choice.
Lost my freedom in this place.
Bound by Brokenness, Hell’s embrace.
Suffering silence once and still.
Lost my Heart, my Hope, my Will.
Submitting to Your Sovereignty.
Is this, O LORD, My Destiny?
There is nothing that I hold
You are my Breath, my Life, my Gold 
You alone hold me in place 
Mended healed in Broken Space
My Brokenness is Yours to bear.
You alone can take me there.
You have suffered for my pain.
Make me strong to walk again.
By Your stripes I am made well.
Guard me from this living Hell.
One day down and three steps back.
Forgive me for the faith I lack.
The days I bathe myself in tears
Father take my pain, my hurt, my fears.
And when I shelter in Your Wing
Give me strength to soar again.
Lift me from this Broken place
Cover me with love and grace
Be the balm I need to Heal
Let your Beauty be revealed.
Hold me when I’m all alone.
Living Broken for Your Throne.
I give my life to Glorify.
To share Your Work and Testify.

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THE BROKENNESS DEFINED Episode 7

THE BROKENNESS: Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual POSITION

The Beauty of Creation, The Beautiful in the Beginning, now cursed with a Curse. The Beautiful, all that was Perfect, Holy, Sanctified, and Pure, Heaven’s Heart Here, Betrayed.

The Tree of Life, that brings Eternal Life, now guarded with Angels, with flaming swords. Now, hidden from the Man and the Woman, protecting them from the temptation of eating its’ Fruit, again, and living Eternally with the EVIL, they now knew. The Beautiful betrayed. God’s Command disobeyed.

The Love of God, The Heart of Heaven, and all its’ Beauty, freely given to all of Creation, now unknowingly rejected. Refused by choice. The Blessing of the Beautiful, now rejected through an Act of Disobedience. Now, there came The Curse. The Blessing of the Broken.

The Serpent, the tempter, the deceiver, the one more crafty than them all, who tempted Eve with Lies of Deception, causing her to question God, His will, and His Word, bringing Unbelief. The Snake, tricked and tried, tainted and lied, tempting Eve to Betray the Beautiful, to break Covenant with her Creator God, through an Act of Disobedience, now is cursed with a Curse. Genesis 3:14-19

The Serpent was cursed, “Cursed more that every beast of the field, on your belly you shall go.” And the seed of SIN, the seed of Disobedience, the seed of Destruction, and the seed of Death, that was planted in the Hearts of Man and Woman, will be DEFEATED by her SEED. “He shall bruise your head, and you shall bruise His heel.”

To the Woman, “I will greatly multiply your sorrow and your conception;” Sorrow upon sorrow, Grief upon grief, and you shall bring forth children in pain, and suffering no relief. To the Man “ cursed is the ground for your sake;” Thorns and thistles the ground will bear for your sake, by the sweat of your face; Cursed is the ground, you will work in disgrace. The Beautiful in the Beginning, lost. Adam and Eve, cast out of The Beautiful Garden of God.

The consequences of Adam and Eve’s Act of Disobedience brought with it, not only Spiritual Death, and Separation from God, but also brought with it the curses of Generational Sin, Pain, Sickness, Disease, and with it premature, or early Death, which we are ALL now suffering from on a Daily basis. We are reaping the consequences of our own Sins of Disobedience. We now live within this reality of BROKENNESS. It is a SPIRITUAL REALITY.

We now live within a Spiritual Battle within our Physical realm, in which we are Spiritually reaping the Consequences of our Physical choices. Obedience and Disobedience both have Spiritual consequences. We are always given a choice. Adam and Eve were given a choice. We reap the consequences of the SEED we sow.

SPIRITUAL BROKENNESS OUR NEW REALITY

There are Spiritual consequences of sowing and reaping, through our own actions of Obedience or Disobedience.

The LAW OF GOD has Fruit.

The LAW OF SIN has Fruit.

The Fruit of Obedience is Health…Life and Peace.

The Fruit of Disobedience is Disease and Death.

Following the Law of God produces Health.

Following the Law of Satan produces Disease.

We will follow one Law or the other. This is a Spiritual Truth. We bear the fruit of the SEED we sow, Good or Evil, Blessing or Cursing.

The Curse of the Snake, of the Man, and of the Woman, begatt the Beginning of Brokenness, and with it The Blessing of the Broken, or The Curse of the Law. A Spiritual Heritage, as our inheritance, and a New Beginning of SPIRITUAL BROKENNESS.

Brokenness begets Brokenness, from one Generation to the next. We reap the consequences of the Seed we sow. Our children reap the consequences of the Seed we sow. It is a Spiritual Inheritance of Brokenness. Now, we suffer the SINS OF OUR FATHERS as a Spiritual Inheritance.

We have been Battling invisible forces of Evil, keeping us in Bondage to our own Brokenness. To the Brokenness before us. The Darkness gets Darker, yet the Light has already come. We have already been Freed, and Jesus Christ has already Won. He has reached down into The Brokenness, and is Breathing His Healing Breath of Life into her. Arise, Shine, for the Light has come, and the Glory of the LORD is risen upon you! No more Curses! No more chains! Only the Beautiful Bride, in the Becoming!

We have been trapped in a cycle of Sickness, where we reap the consequences over, and over, again. We have been trapped in a cycle of Disease, coming down through our Family Trees. We have been caught up in the curses of The Generations coming before us, as a consequence of their Acts of Disobedience, and are reaping Generational Curses, and the Spiritual Oppression of it, Physically, Emotionally, and Spiritually.

Romans 7:19-21 (NIV)

19 For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. 20 Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
21 So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me.

Romans 7:22-23 (NIV)

22 For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; 23 but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me.

An Invisible Voice

Who is it for ABBA, when no one is listening? When I cannot speak?

An Invisible Voice battling to breathe, trapped beneath the surface of a calling. Gasping for air to be free, yet no one can hear or see. The Words all lost in the Falling.

An Invisible Voice burning in me, that shouts in my Spirit, Run! Be Free! But I cannot run, because of an Enemy. Trapped inside a room, again. Trapped inside a barrier again. Words trapped inside my Heart.

I cannot run! I cannot play! I cannot get away! I am all alone. I am lonely still, always and again. I cannot Speak, again. Living Broken Again, alone. I cannot get out. I cannot shout. Being Broken for a cause. Being Broken for the lost. I have nothing to say and have no one to listen. An invisible Voice.

An Invisible Voice screaming inside me, remembering the rage, remembering the cage, where I lost my Voice, where I lost my choice. Spirit broken with no Words spoken.

Day after day, I can’t get away. Run! Be Free! But I cannot run, because of an Enemy. Trapped inside a room, again. Trapped inside a barrier again. Words trapped inside my Heart.

I have nothing to say and have no one to listen. An Invisible Voice.

Your Words Jesus, with no words. As You went to the Cross. As You hung on the Cross. An Invisible Voice battling to breathe. You had done it all, finished Your call. An Invisible Voice calling for us, screaming for us to hear You!

Who is it for ABBA, when no one is listening? When I cannot speak?