THE BROKENNESS: Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual CONDITION
LIFE AMONG THE ASHES
The Paths that we oft’ travel are full of loss and pain The Hearts of all the Broken cry tears that fall like rain
It seems we are surrounded by Death at every door And Hope beyond the turmoil is what we’re searching for
Lost, with no direction isolated by our pain we hide within our Loneliness and feed our sense of Shame
Desperate in our Darkness we search for meaning there We feel Anger and Confusion How could a Good God care?
How can we find rejoicing amidst these trials of grief? How do we mend our Brokenness? When will we find relief?
When finally we reach our end and look to find the Light God’s beams of Love pour down on us and hold us in our Fight
Bridges of Compassion reaching over thorny trails bring comfort to our empty souls His Hands first bore the nails
Our Grief He took upon Himself our Sin and Sickness too He took our Shame upon the Cross He carried these for you
Life among the Ashes begins with just one Breath A gift from our Creator Overcoming Death!
For in this Breath, this moment we are given Life and Choice Our Suffering and Sorrow will never steal our Voice
Compassion for the Hurting is the Prize we will receive And Passion with a Purpose to help Rescue those in need
BELIEVING BROKENNESS Episode 8
THE BROKENNESS - Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual CONDITION
We live in a world of Brokenness. Broken Relationships, Broken Lives, and Broken Hearts all have affected our ability to experience God’s LOVE in the midst of our own Suffering circumstances. We are Spiritually Blind. We are Living The Broken. We are Believing Brokenness. We Believe it with our whole Heart. It is all we KNOW. It is WHO we are. It is who we have BECOME.
Our Brokenness defines us. It is our Story. It is our History. Our Brokenness becomes who we define ourselves to BE. It is what we have overcome; the Battles we have fought, the Battles we have been bruised, or beaten by. The Battles we still bear.
It is the secret Scar that is never shared, but is always present. It is the failures of our Past, the furious fight for our Future. It is the Giant Goliath we meet in the mirror every morning, and yet we see it as ourselves.
We know nothing apart from it. We are the Brokenness we Believe in our Heart. It is the Pain that pushes us forward on a path to restitution, or to resolution. It becomes our Identity, Righteous or not. We are Believing Brokenness. We own it.
The Sufferings we suffer, become the Brokenness we Believe. We live, and Breathe, the Battles we fight. They are the passion of our Purpose. We live within an Abusive place, stealing our face, stealing our Voice. We live within an Invisible War, against the Traumas we have survived in silence.
We live within the symptoms of a Sickness. We deal daily with a diagnosis of a Disorder, or a Disease. We are defined by our own survival. We are Survivors. We are Warriors. Yet, we are weary of the War. The War becomes the weapon we are crushed under.
We live within the sufferings of a Broken Body, or a broken Bone, isolated, and battling the fight all alone. Waiting for recovery, and trapped in a place of Brokenness, often leading to Hopelessness. Crushed by the crushing. We live, and Breathe, and Believe Brokenness.
We have not understood the Spiritual Reality of the Brokenness we believe, nor have we known how to be beyond it. Therefore, as a Broken Body of Believers, we BECOME what we Believe. We stop Believing the Beautiful. We stop Believing in the Word of God. We stop believing in the Healing Heart of Heaven. And we hold Hatred in our Hearts.
We stop Believing the Beautiful, and we begin Believing Brokenness. We believe the Brokenness because we have lived the Brokenness. We BECOME what we Believe. We ARE what we Believe in our Hearts. “As a man thinketh in his heart so is he…” “As a woman thinketh in her heart, so is she.” Proverbs 23:7 (KJV)
We have become Spiritually Sick Soldiers. We have become Weary & Wounded Warriors. We have become Physically Broken Believers. We have become the Broken Body of Christ. We have BECOME what we BELIEVE in our Hearts.
We are hoping for our Healing, and yet we are not Healed. We are left hopeless in our Hearts. We are weary in well doing, because we are bearing the Burden of the Broken, and yet WE ARE The Broken.
We are Believing Brokenness. We have not understood the Spiritual Reality of our Brokenness. Therefore, we have not been Healed Emotionally. We have not been Healed Physically. We have not been Healed Spiritually.
We are Bound by it again, and again, and again. Trapped within the Bondage of our own symptoms. Suffering, and hating ourselves in our Hearts. Suffering, and hating God in our Hearts. Suffering, and separating ourselves from the LOVE of God, from the LOVE we so desperately desire.
We are suffering from Spiritual Blindness. We have not understood the Spiritual Reality of our Healing, even as Faithful Followers of Christ, therefore we are prayed for, and yet we are not Healed. We are anointed with oil, and yet we are not Healed. My Beautiful, beloved Pastors, Preachers, Ministers, and Teachers, in the Body of Christ, have not understood Spiritual Issues of the Heart, or Biblical Principles of Healing. They have not been taught. They have not Believed. They have not sought. They have not Received.
There are so many Beautiful Believers who are dying in their Disease. There are so many who are Living Broken in the Body of Christ who have left the Church. Hurt, disillusioned, disappointed, and Unbelieving. All because of a lack of understanding concerning HEALING within the Broken body of Christ. They have put their Hope in Man, rather than in God. They have put their Hope in Man’s Wisdom, rather than in GOD’S WORD.
All HEALING is Spiritual first. All LIFE begins and ends with God, therefore, all Healing begins and ends with God. This means ALL HEALING begins the same because Healing begins in the Heart. The Brokenness of our Hearts, the Brokenness of our Physical Bodies, and the Brokenness of the Spiritual Body of Christ, are all a result of own, and individual Brokenness. They all are the result of our own, and individual Spiritual Health.
We are Believing Brokenness. Our Brokenness is our truest reality in our Physical realm. Our Physical senses tell us this. Our Physical symptoms tell us this. Our Physical circumstances tell us this. Our Psychological screenings tell us this. Our Doctor’s Diagnoses tell us this. Our X-Rays tell us this. We are Broken, Physically, Emotionally, and Spiritually. We have become the Brokenness we Believe in our Hearts.
Romans 10:8 Tree of Life (TLV)
“But what does it say? The word is near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart; that is the word of faith we are proclaiming:”
Romans 10:8 (TLV)
“But what does it say? The word is near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart; that is the word of faith we are proclaiming:”
Psalm 34:11-14 (KJV)
11 Come, ye children, hearken unto me: I will teach you the fear of the Lord. 12 What man is he that desireth life, and loveth many days, that he may see good? 13 Keep thy tongue from evil, and thy lips from speaking guile. 14 Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it.
A Season of Sorrow
Sleepless nights beget me Tears are a constant friend You alone can change my course When will this Season end?
Suffering now my companion Grief sustains my heart This is only the beginning Of the painful lonely part
How am I Lord, to serve you? In this desperate place of mine Each day a physical struggle To take one step of this climb
Body Broken and Battered By wars to Heal my heart Sanctification has marred me Crippled now from the start
Wounded by an Enemy A Spiritual Battle ensues Listening to the lies of the lost I’m captured by the muse
Battling scars of rejection Loneliness tears me apart Calling me to the knees my failures Only Love can heal my heart
Lost in a Season of Sorrow My Brokenness calls me to You Restore the Joy of my Salvation Father, hold me until Your through
Believe the Beautiful!
About Susan Vaughan Shumake
Counselor / Bible Teacher, My Beautiful Believer, LLC.
Trenton, TX USA
Susan Vaughan Shumake is Owner/Counselor/Survivor/Inspirational Writer/Teacher/Speaker @ at My Beautiful Believer, LLC, Breathing LIFE into the Broken. She Ministers the Healing Heart of Heaven to the Broken Heart, to the Broken Body, and to the Spiritually Broken Body of Christ. She Teaches Biblical Principles of Healing, Spiritual Roots to Disease and Spiritual Issues of the Heart. She teaches HEALING through a Process of the Sanctification of the Heart. Susan shares her Personal, Intimate and MIRACULOUS HEALING Testimony as a Survivor of Abuse, of Cancer, of a Traumatic Brain Injury with a Diagnosis of Huntington's Disease, and of a Broken Femur from an accident.
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