THE BEGINNING OF BROKENNESS Episode 6
THE BROKENNESS: Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual POSITION

Suddenly 

Lord, 
I need You now
Everything is changing and I’m lost somehow
Everything I trusted in is failing me
Suddenly I’ve lost all my security

Lord,
I need You more
More than I ever realized before
Everything about my future changed today
Suddenly my dreams seem oh, so far away

Suddenly
You have brought me to the place where its’ just You and me
Unimportant things, I simply cannot see
Life, and all its’ Blessings are what’s dear to me

Tragedy
Makes this life of mine seem suddenly, so precious Lord
Another wasted minute I cannot afford
For all that You have given me is suddenly
Enough for me

Lord, 
How can it be?
This thing that You’ve allowed has really shaken me
All my hopes and dreams have slipped right through my hands
Suddenly I can’t rely on my own plans

Lord,
What’s all this for?
I have never felt this insecurity before
Now, I’m only wanting what You want for me
Because suddenly
I see Eternity

THE BEGINNING OF BROKENNESS Session 6

THE BROKENNESS: Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual Position


The BEAUTIFUL that was in the Beginning, now Betrayed by our Spiritual Enemy Satan. Suddenly, we KNOW Brokenness. Suddenly, we SEE Evil. Suddenly, the Darkness of SIN and DEATH enter. Separating us from the HOLINESS, and the BEAUTY, and the LIGHT, that is God. SIN separates us from the LOVE of God. SIN separates us from the BEAUTY. SIN separates us. Now BROKENNESS Becomes us. 

Genesis 3:7 New King James Version

“The the eyes of both of them were opened, and they KNEW that they were naked: and they sewed fig leaves together and made themselves covering.”


At the moment of their Act of Disobedience to the COMMAND of God, Suddenly “the eyes of both of them were opened” SPIRITUALLY, to KNOW they were naked. Suddenly, they were Spiritually Awakened to their Nakedness, to their Un-coveredness. Suddenly, they KNEW Shame. Suddenly they KNEW Fear. Suddenly, they KNEW Guilt. Suddenly, the Knowledge of Good and Evil happened. They KNEW Sin.

Suddenly, The Beautiful LIFE in the Garden of Eden as they knew it, ended. Suddenly, the Intimacy of their Fellowship with God was taken. Suddenly, the security of their foundation of LOVE was shaken. In this moment, they became AFRAID of God, and they hid. Sin brings separation. 

One Act of Disobedience brought Death. Death to Spiritual LIFE. Death to Intimacy and Fellowship, with a BEAUTIFUL, LOVING, and HOLY, Heavenly Father. 

SIN cannot exist in the presence of a PERFECT God. LIGHT and DARKNESS cannot dwell together. The Blessings of the Beautiful, the Presence of God, and God’s Holy Covering of Protection, were all LIFTED from the Beautiful Garden of the Lord, and from Adam and Eve. 

The BLESSING of Obedience was removed. The CURSE of Disobedience came.

Matthew 26:36-41 (NIV)
 
36 Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, “Sit here while I go over there and pray.” 37 He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee along with him, and he began to be sorrowful and troubled.38 Then he said to them, “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me.”

39 Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, “My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.”

40 Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. “Couldn’t you men keep watch with me for one hour?” he asked Peter.

Matthew 26:41 (NIV)

41 “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.” 
  
WATCH AND PRAY.  WATCH AND PRAY.  WATCH AND PRAY. 

Jesus KNOWS our spirits are willing, but our flesh is weak. Jesus knows we will fall into Temptation, and fall into sin. He prays for us about our Spiritual Battles. Jesus was in the wilderness forty days, tempted of Satan, yet was without sin. He is acquainted with Grief and knows our sorrows. He used the Word of God as His weapon! You will use the Word of God as your weapon!
 
God knows your Spiritual Battles of Temptation. God knows your Spiritual Brokenness and how to Recover ALL Beauty. The Healing Heart of Heaven is Here! The Battle is not yours but God’s. You will learn how to Win the Battle, through a Process of The Sanctification of your Heart.
 
You are God’s creation completed, Blessed, and Sanctified! In the Mighty Name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. It is done.

SET FREE THROUGH SANCTIFICATION BY THE SPIRIT

Romans 8:6  (KJV)

6 For to be carnally minded is death; but to be SPIRITUALLY MINDED is life and peace.

I am going to begin Teaching you how to BE SPIRITUALLY MINDED! If those things that are of the Carnal Mind, not of the Spiritual Mind, bring Death. We must begin to recognize or discern those areas we struggle with in our own thoughts. We must begin to discern, and to learn our Spiritual Battle, in order to fight it.

God wants to remove the things that are not of Him in you, and He wants to do this by renewing your Mind. God wants to teach us through the Word of God and through the Witness of the Holy Spirit, to have the Mind of Christ.

1 Thessalonians 5:23 (KJV)

23 And the very God of peace sanctify you wholly; and I pray God your whole spirit and soul and body be preserved blameless unto the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.

SANCTIFICATION is the process of being made Holy. The word “sanctify,” means to make Holy. In this scripture, it says “the God of peace sanctify you wholly,” in order that you be made whole. Holiness brings about Wholeness, of the spirit, of the soul, and of the body. It is a process that begins with Understanding. It is a Process that begins with Knowing and DISCERNING OUR THOUGHTS.

2 Corinthians 10:5 (KJV)

5 Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;

Psalm 25:18 (KJV) 

18 Look upon mine affliction and my pain; and forgive all my sins.

Proverbs 2:1-11 
NKJV

1 
My son, if you receive my words,
And treasure my commands within you,
2 
So that you incline your ear to wisdom,
And apply your heart to understanding;
3 
Yes, if you cry out for discernment,
And lift up your voice for understanding,
4 
If you seek her as silver,
And search for her as for hidden treasures;
5 
Then you will understand the fear of the Lord,
And find the knowledge of God.
6 
For the Lord gives wisdom;
From His mouth come knowledge and understanding;
7 
He stores up sound wisdom for the upright;
He is a shield to those who walk uprightly;
8 
He guards the paths of justice,
And preserves the way of His saints.
9 
Then you will understand righteousness and justice,
Equity and every good path.
10 
When wisdom enters your heart,
And knowledge is pleasant to your soul,
11 
Discretion will preserve you;
Understanding will keep you,


Ezekiel 18:17  (KJV)

17 That hath taken off his hand from the poor, that hath not received usury nor increase, hath executed my judgments, hath walked in my statutes; he shall not die for the iniquity of his father, he shall surely live.

Ezekiel 18:31-32 (KJV)

31 Cast away from you all your transgressions, whereby ye have transgressed; and make you a new heart and a new spirit: for why will ye die, O house of Israel?
32 For I have no pleasure in the death of him that dieth, saith the Lord God: wherefore turn yourselves, and live ye.

Jeremiah 30:17 (KJV)

17 For I will restore health unto thee, and I will heal thee of thy wounds, saith the Lord; because they called thee an Outcast, saying, This is Zion, whom no man seekethh after.

Psalm 119:92-93  (NIV)

92 If your law had not been my delight,
    I would have perished in my affliction.
93 I will never forget your precepts,
    for by them you have preserved my life.

BROKEN FOR ME

*****

The pain I’m in is nothing compared to the Price you paid, to the Price You paid for my pain.  As I am Living Broken Again.

BROKEN FOR ME
Now I can see 
the pain you suffered
Now I can feel 
the price you paid
Now I can taste 
Your broken body
The LIFE 
You purchased on the Tree
BROKEN FOR ME

I am Broken Clay enmeshed with Holy Golden Strands
Cut and pasted to stay the cancer’s course
BROKEN FOR ME to be Healed by Heaven’s Hands
Scars of Gold amidst my Brokenness

BROKEN FOR ME
Now I can see
the pain you suffered
Now I can feel 
the price you paid
Now I can taste 
Your broken body
The LOVE 
You purchased on the Tree
BROKEN FOR ME

I am a Broken Sacrifice of Worship on Your Alter
Given within the purpose of your plan
BROKEN FOR ME to be given Laughter
A Miracle after and made Beautiful again

BROKEN FOR ME
Now I can see 
the pain you suffered
Now I can feel 
the price you paid
Now I can taste 
Your broken body
The HEALING 
You purchased on the Tree
BROKEN FOR ME

I am Broken Bread and poured out Wine for Your Glory
Pressed into the passion of Your pain
BROKEN FOR ME to share my Healing story
Crushed beneath Your Beauty once again

BROKEN FOR ME
Now I can see 
the pain you suffered
Now I can feel 
the price you paid
Now I can taste 
Your broken body
The BEAUTY 
You purchased on the Tree
BROKEN FOR ME


BROKEN FOR ME 

You were BROKEN FOR ME. I was BROKEN FOR ME. All I can do is cry for my pain. All I can do is cry in my pain. And now all I can do is cry for Yours. All I can do is cry for my pain, in my pain, because of my pain. 

My pain calls me to You. My Brokenness calls me to my Healer. My Healer who was BROKEN FOR ME. You who were BROKEN. 

You were BROKEN FOR ME. You were BROKEN FOR MY PAIN. You were BROKEN FOR MY BROKENNESS. You were BROKEN FOR MY BROKEN BONE. You were BROKEN FOR MY HEALING. 

Your BROKEN BODY was BROKEN for my BROKEN BODY. You were BROKEN FOR ME to BE HEALED. I was BROKEN FOR ME to BE HEALED.

The pain I’m in is nothing compared to the Price you paid, to the Price You paid for my pain. 

My LORD, You suffered in Your Broken Body for my Broken Body, for my Broken Heart, for my Brokenness. Your body was BROKEN FOR ME. BROKEN FOR ME to Believe. BROKEN FOR ME to be Healed. 	BROKEN FOR ME to be Free.

The pain I’m in You paid for me. You paid this Price to set me free. You paid for this pain for me. BROKEN ON A TREE, BROKEN FOR ME. 

Sincerely,
   
Your Beloved Beautiful Believer Susan, Living Broken

Believe the Beautiful!